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Friday, May 25, 2012

Why must you do this?

You lied.

When I asked you, you point my problems. I was offended. Really. I put away all of my own conflicts and was focused on you. Because to me, making you smile again, was all I ever wanted. But no. You pushed me away, not enough with that, you point my problems. Why?
I was angry. Frustrated. Sad. But no words did I threw at you that were harsh. I kept my distance and regained my rational and positive thinking. That very night, I text you again, and we were fine. Once more, everything was okay.

The next day, after the day was over, again I asked you what happened. You answered. It was a lie. I knew it. You should know that I knew. But, I said to myself "Maybe she'll tell you in the bus, saying things while walking is quite hard". So we got on the bus. I waited. And waited. And waited. But nothing happens. At that point if I stayed there, my anger would have taken over, and I will say some really unnecessary things. So, I went away. I cried. So sad, you would lied. If you are not ready to tell. Just say "I'll tell you later" or "Not now but I will tell you okay?" or something else. But you LIED.

I guess. I'm still a stranger enough to you then. Well, I'm sorry for being a busybody. It was my fault. I should have never asked about it. I should have been a bit more understanding. I'm sorry. I should have tried to see things from your point of view. Should have understand what does it feels to be in your shoes. I'm sorry. There must a reason for what you did right? As long as you are okay, then I shall accept whatever it is that you say, even though it was an obvious lie.Forgive me for not being understanding enough. I'm sorry.

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