Okay. this is unprecedented. People talk. They complain. They let out. They distract themselves. I tried. I cooked. Cleaned the kitchen. Iron my clothes for the second time unnecessarily, even labcoats. I did my bed. Arranged books. I am currently doing my IEC pamphlet, and I am stuck, nothing is coming, no output, currently listening to Johann Sebastian Bach symphony, and it is not cheerful, it's like the melody is meant for death and lost love. Anyway, what the heck am I suppose to do now. Talk? To who? People have end posting exam tomorrow. People in Malaysia are asleep. I need a way. Anything. Please.
This is ridiculous. It's like talking to yourself and answering everything. What logic is that. Still no output for IEC. Others are already studying for the test. And here I am, Foolishly waiting. Maybe just a simple "How was your day?" or "Are you ok?" or to the very least"Hi". But that's asking for too much. This is no storybook or novel. This is real life. 3rd year real life. Everybody is busy with their own life. And I thrashed all those who cared about me.
Bodoh la. Now you want to recollect. Just shut up. Keep typing. We'll get the IEC idea soon. Our one mind that can overcome many. Prove it. We'll shut em down. Now you are just being a self-righteous, big headed, cocky ass. So what. If there's one thing you can always do is use that head of yours to do stuff others are lazy to do. Seriously? Still nothing? Maybe we should change songs. And I'm so tired trying to pull jokes, laughs and smiles so that people won't ask. Stupid right. I want attention so much but at the same time I act as if I will ignore you or kill you if you even raise an eyebrow as to question if I am okay. What is wrong with you. This is stupid. I'm going back to making IEC, Still 2 pages left,
This is ridiculous. It's like talking to yourself and answering everything. What logic is that. Still no output for IEC. Others are already studying for the test. And here I am, Foolishly waiting. Maybe just a simple "How was your day?" or "Are you ok?" or to the very least"Hi". But that's asking for too much. This is no storybook or novel. This is real life. 3rd year real life. Everybody is busy with their own life. And I thrashed all those who cared about me.
Bodoh la. Now you want to recollect. Just shut up. Keep typing. We'll get the IEC idea soon. Our one mind that can overcome many. Prove it. We'll shut em down. Now you are just being a self-righteous, big headed, cocky ass. So what. If there's one thing you can always do is use that head of yours to do stuff others are lazy to do. Seriously? Still nothing? Maybe we should change songs. And I'm so tired trying to pull jokes, laughs and smiles so that people won't ask. Stupid right. I want attention so much but at the same time I act as if I will ignore you or kill you if you even raise an eyebrow as to question if I am okay. What is wrong with you. This is stupid. I'm going back to making IEC, Still 2 pages left,
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