Is it time yet? Are we there yet?

Hm, I think I can take up a new mission now. But my boss said I ain't prepared yet. That I should take the whole holidays off any case. Get it out of my system as much as I can. Maybe I ought to take it slow. Haha, this is ironic, I always tell others to not rush things too much and over of our pace, but it seems all this time, I was flooring on the gas pedal to the max, man, this is embarrassing.

Boss asked me, which of my characters that I like the most. I said "Socially, my SMKBB character, and spiritually, my SASER character". She asked, what about MSU. It took me  a while but I figured out, me in MSU, is out of control, and I'm disappointed in myself. I let myself down :( I may not be a great person, but I know I am better than what I am in MSU. Now I know what kind of a person I do not want to be. After this, we'll stick to the basic stuff. Let's keep the advanced maneuver for later :)

One thing for sure. I've waited too long to change. Should have done it earlier, but I guess I was caught up in the heat. I don't want to jeopardize the people that I love anymore. It will be hard to kick out a bad habit, but it ain't impossible. I don't mind how hard it is, or how long it may take, but if I really want a future that doesn't sucks, I must do my best!

There's a time and place for everything.

Now the time has come, for me to make something new and worthy for my next phase of university life. We'll mend and improve everything possible within our hearts and mind. Mind over body. Once our heart is strong, and our mind is free and hold to our beliefs firmly. Without even noticing, physically, we already have changed, what's left is give it a little touch up. Then, when our basics are prepared, we just have to continue learning, adding our knowledge, test our strength spiritually and physically once in a while, and let the energy that Allah continuously pour to the world, our brothers and sisters, our family, to help us sail through the end of time.

But for now, let's start slow, small, and steady. Slow cooking is the best. One step at a time. InshaAllah. We will prevail~

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