That awkward moment when...

... you want to text her that you reached home safely, but you can't.
... you are having a great time and you want to share it but you can't.
... you realize it is kinda lonely not having your phone vibrates every now and then.
... you had a delicious meal but can't tell her.
... you saw something/someone that reminds you of her but you can only keep it to yourself.
... you subconsciously reached your phone, typed a message, and later realize you must not send it.
... you know it is awkward for her to.
... you drink her favorite cool blog flavor even though you never would order it before.
... you automatically typed her number every time you wanna call someone else.
... you found yourself listing everything you know and remember about her on the tissue paper and your friends are watching *facepalm*
... when you post something so awkward, and you realize it, but post it anyway.

and the worst of all...

That awkward moment when you are going to bed, your hands moves on its own and typed Goodnight to her, and you realize, you can't do that anymore, and you sleep, feeling in between emptiness, freedom, and serenity. But it doesn't matter. Because I am grateful for it. I feel so thankful, that I was given the chance to go through this, and for the things that had happened.

Now, that awkwardness is becoming kinda cute and sweet for me. So I don't mind. Just keep smiling, and Hakuna Matata. 

;) Thank you, and come again :)